"I don't think I know how I do it, either," he admits. "Knowing that it's wrong now. Knowing what to do next. Having a strict moral code that has alienated my entire species both at home and here seems to help."

He gives her a small, hesitant smile that's touched with sadness. "I'm glad that it helps you. Sometimes it's hard, Annie. Sometimes I drown in it. Sometimes I need help, too."